so here goes.....damn i seriously don't know where to start.hurm..okay!if you know me well or are close to me,you'll know that i fucking hate smokers and moreover i don't really feel good looking at my best friends smoking.I'm not being controlling or anything but to me,friends are like my life and i would never want anything bad happening to them and so that's why i wouldn't wanna see my friends killing their lungs by smoking.i mean if you are a concern friend,you would totally agree with me right?
I'm gonna call this person C. [you might know who you are]
so C,I'm just gonna say how i feel here and i really hope that you would understand and not get me wrong..I'm not being bossy or controlling you in anyway.okay maybe i do control you a lil at times but it's all for your own good.you're like my best friend.i know you since form 2 and since then we were like sisters.we shared basically every single interest in the world,did everything together,shared secrets and tell each other all kinds of crap even though it was darn senceless.hehe.but now it's like i hardly even know you. ='( day by day i see you changing into a person that i would never want you to be and it really hurts me but i didn't know how to tell you.
since last year when i knew that you smoke,the feeling seriously killed me but you told me that you're not going to do it anymore and so i felt a Lil better.and to prove it,you sweared and promise but i guess you didn't really care.i know that you were trying your best to stop this stupid habit until J came in.it's like you totally gave up..I'm not being rude but since she came into the picture,it's like finally you found a smoking partner and i swear i was cursing and swearing to the fucking maxx!!since then i know that you smoke very often...you don't really have to tell me cause i know.even though you cover up the smell with perfume,I'll know no doubt i'm a lil blur at times..cause i also do have friends who smoke and i know how it smells like.
you have told me that you rather share and tell your secrets with other people cause they understand your problems more better and support you in everything you do even if it's something that will kill you.[no offence] actually i don't really care who you share your problems with cause i have no rights to control or tell you who you should share it with.it's your own choice.that i understand perfectly but the only thing that i don't like is that they don't really tell you what is right and wrong and literally agreeing to everything you say.
a true friend will tell you what is right and wrong,not wanting you to get into any trouble.what i see is,all they do is treating you as their boss and even though you're doing something really wrong like for example you wanna kill someone,they are just gonna tell you this 'okay.go do it'..but i would never let you do it to yourself.and that is why i don't want you to smoke cause it's not doing you any good.And if you're matured enough to think,you would know that smoking is not a right thing to do.like wise,you know that i will support you in every other good things and will always be there for you whenever.so why don't you try thinking...when you're in trouble/sick,who would be at your side??friends that agrees to everything you say/do or friends that really care about you and controls you from doing stupid stuff?hMmm..I'm going to leave that to you to think alright.
so if you think that I'm really controlling,I'm really sorry..all i was doing is to make you into the person that you used to be.i know that it's totally not you at all to do things like that and we believe that if we keep advising and reminding you,you would become the girl that we first known..that's why we haven't and will never give up on you no matter how stubborn you are..sigh!!and that's our promise to you.
you're not only my best friend but like my sister too..and i also love and care about you as my own sister.that's why I'm doing all this.if i don't care about you,i wouldn't even give a damn about anything you do.at least now you have friends that will annoy your brains and say 'please stop smoking' but when we leave school and if you mix with the wrong group of friends,that's basically the end.and at that point we would not know who are you anymore but trust me we would never want that to happen.so that's why we want you to change now.i know i sound awfully gay but I'm just frankly saying as a friend who's really concern about you.so i just seriously,really hope that you'll stop smoking and listen to the advices.we don't want you to be addicted to it cause we know that it's really hard to stop.many of my friends want to stop but they can't cause it's too late and they have told me that they really regretted starting this stupid habit in high school.tho they're now trying very hard to stop and trust me it's not as easy as you think.so before it's too late,i really hope you'll stop smoking with your sincere heart.not being forced by anyone.but doing this for your own good too..
okay..that's all i have to say....
PLEASE STOP SMOKING!!
&
I REALLY WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK ='(
PS. WE LOVE YOU!!
-E.N.C.H.A.N.T for life-
* sticking by you no matter what*
xoxoxoxo
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